I adore myself when no ones shows interest. I love myself when others dismissed me. I picked myself up when life dumped me. I forgive & forgets when they stomped my heart mercilessly. 

Truth be told. I love and put people that i love on pedastal. After a while, unfortunately nobody would do the same for me. No one would ever think bout it.

Worth? Probably worthless. But I'm forever gold for me.

Should i be gone for to get attention? Should i show less interest to gain back more? Less love? Less compassion ? Should i Not be who i am? 

No. Because His love is fair & just. No. Because i refuse to be a less of a person. I am better. I can do better.